Today I did my usual Saturday running around â€” groceries, lunch, hanging out with friends, and other miscellaneous errands. Everything seemed to go pretty well.
But in talking with my friends, we got on the topic of politics and the war and that was kind of upsetting â€” the old "Where's Osama?" game … all the lives and money lost on (both affecting generations to come) … the power grabbed in the midst of it all. Then there was some tangential notes about the police: someone I knew a little was arrested; my friend got pulled over for not signaling when he's sure he did (and right in front of his house); and the new surprise "no left turn" from westbound East Avenue onto southbound South Goodman (allegedly â€” I could swear they just installed a left-turn arrow for that turn).
I also observed people driving strangely in the last couple days. There are a lot of near-misses and generally poor form out there. It's like people are … well … scurrying. Like it's the day before the hurricane hits and everyone is running around trying to get those last survival essentials.
All these things combined and I was hit with an overwhelming feeling of dread â€” the knot-in-your-stomach kind of feeling just before you get into a car accident. Only it's lasting for the better part of an hour.
I hope it's nothing … maybe it's just me noticing things I hadn't noticed before â€” having my senses more open than I have in years. Maybe it's just some recent snarls in my own life. Or maybe it's that I'm noticing everyone else (including myself) having a generally dour attitude â€” a chronic kind of thing that just won't abate, but that you kind of get used to.
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